DEAD TO ME.
DEAD TO ME
are u still there? can you hear me? is this everything you thought that it would be? or was it really just a game don’t lie im seein signs of the cold lies in ya eyes you need a new car? u need a louie bag? stop crying baby girl why u doin that? and if i had one wish it’d be this, our very own planet with a bed n some netflix a need a new fix, don’t need a new bitch hope is gone none of this ever meant shit and now my lips stay trembling i knew i shoulda called that ambulance cuz now your gone and he’s gone too baby just look what u made me do i didn’t wanna do it but i told u that i would now u both dead in the woods - now i’m lying in a bathtub eyes wet nose bloody tryna find a way to make it all sound funny but i can’t separate my feeling like a man like yo man try and understand the death at hand contemplatin on a ledge tryna take the edge off wondering when you gonna take that mask off ill back off and run away try to head the other way wont u stay? never mind i kno you’ll find me baby take ya time - i focus on your diamond eyes i wish i had the time to cry but my mind is full and my heart so empty ever since the day u left me and that shits still burnin in my brain i try to fight it but became friends with the pain so fuck yo mane and fuck you u can’t havem matta fact lemme grab my magnum drivin too fast now too drunk bout to pass out got the window down to flick my ash out pull up to the crib real shit doors locked find a window cave it in this is it 4 in the morning is when it all happened found u both sleepin u were wearin his jacket sweaty hands on the 45 u died w the same dead look in ur eyes